h0lla! im back!!! im s0rry f0r the Missing in Acti0n. seri0usly shit. i am damn, damn tired that i feel kinda lazy t0 update. and i just simply had myself update in just my bl0g..of c0urse. i am n0t keeping this bl0g astray, but will find the time t0 update once i am very free.. just s0 y0u n0e, i w0nt even f0rget t0 dr0p by. and hey.. d0nt say that im the only one yeah.. wheres dee? she like never even update in this particular bl0g. h0pe she was d0ing fine yah.. :D

okays. let me start off with my life st0ry n0w.
basically, ab0ut WORK.

w0rking at the h0tel sucks big time. i had my day w0rk with BFF the other and the rest were IMPACT staff. th0se impact staffs were like d0t.. d0t.. d0t.. which i had n0 c0mment t0 say.. the backlane was very MESSY than bef0re.. and the manager asked me and BFF t0 have our OT t0 tidy up the backlane and d0 th0se set-up. and whats m0re, the next day, i am scho0ling. guess h0w tired i am? VERY.

and SAKURA.. i just had my hand burnt due t0 the h0tplate. i am in the h0tplate secti0n ALONE. evrytime kena assign t0 h0tplate. n0thing change. the restaurant were in full h0use. and i had n0 manp0wer t0 help me and im left with n0 ch0ice. n0w, i had myself being fear oredi. i d0nt wanna t0uch th0se h0tplane. it making me surr0und with ph0bia. g0sh.

currently, i am missing th0se old staffs. seri0usly, i d0. when can i meet them again?haiz..

EXAMS.

it was r0und the c0rner and i had to0 many chapters t0 c0ver up. i shall be on hiatus f0r weeks.. wish me luck.

haiz.. its been raining cats and d0gs ever since yesterday. the weather is c0ld and i feel like d0zing off like theres n0 t0mm0rr0w. haha.

*yawns* go0dnyte.

22nd Aug 2009, 11.51pm (( Ann ))

Geez. Its been like almost ONE bloody month I last blogged an entry. And its been MORE than ONE bloody month Tyra and Dee last dropped an entry too. Hahaha. Ladies, we promised not to leave it DEAD, remember? Gosh I feel so drifted apart from you guys, ya know? Wonder how's life there. And in all, I just miss the great and fun moments we used to have. Where does all the nonsense and bitching about gone to?.. I wonder. Hope you guys feel this. =(!

Okay well, the reason why Ive been away for almost a month was because I was very tight up with things around me and sometimes simply lethargic to blog in an entry. Afterall, seeing my only entry in here do make me sick too. Hahaha. And speaking of sick, I wasnt in a pink of health the past weeks too. Therefore, I spent most of the time getting as many rest as I could and apart from that, swallowing the bitter yucky medicine. EUGH.

Very well, lets touch on the usual draggy topic. WORK. Work sucks like always. Sucks even more that is. I did had a very bad day at work recently. Especially this month of August. Work wise, no. Working with the PEOPLE, yes, Im sorry but again yes honestly. I dont know. I have no words to describe it. But to me, I dont feel those teamwork and a bond of family there. Well, not anymore. Things started to change. People being selfish than usual. Backstabbing. Mouth pollution. Bootlicking, like OBVIOUS scenario. Calculative. Gosh, sadly I can say loadsa point. And people dont practice what they preach. Misused of authorities.

It looks kinda bad, isnt it? Well yes it is in fact. Thats the real thing that has been going around lately at WORK. I feel disappointed. Working there like almost two years now, I could feel things are not the way it was and supposed to be. Now, everyone minding their own fucking business and no laughter and jokes could be heard anymore. Well not much different of a ghost town. Yes, I DO admit I have this just ONE biggest downfall thats probably left a bad impression on me. But then again, when it comes to work, I put my heart and soul into it. My workplace is my playground. I put my very best to it. And Im not bragging, but I know I could be rely on or depend to when it comes to work. I know my work, I will do my work. Dont just because of my only ONE downfall, people stop acknowledging my existence there. Its not fair to me if I were treated that way when hey, did you even realise Im doing YOUR jobscope and you were being paid for the work that I done for you. I dont need " thank you " but just appreciate those.

AND for that someone who has just join the team there, PLEASE mind what you say and dont assume things nor complain on something that is NOT true. If you dont fucking know how I work and what kinda work I am fucking doing, DONT just say to other people and assume that I am not doing any work when I am bloody handling a fucking tons of work there. And since you are new, shut that bloody fucking mouth of yours and stop complaining! You have no idea what I do there and how I work, well then its best you dont lay a fucking comment about me. Dont be sucha spoilt brat and complain about every single thing and bad mouthing people. Thats disgusting, mind you!.. If you thing Im not doing a shit on anything, well, please be in my shoe and MULTI-TASKING. And thats the reason WHY Im always "missing"  because im running here and there and rushing to get the work done. Would you wanna VOLUNTEER?.. Easier said than done. Sheesh. People talk more than doing it now. Talk talk talk! Bloody talking non-stop. HEADACHE. And please, you have yet to know me in person and my character. Yes, you dont know me JUST YET. Because once you do, it leaves your mouth shut. You wont like it if you see that temper.

Alright enough about work. So stress thinking about it. Oh woah. It raining cats and dog right now. With lightnings and thunder. I dont fancy this. I dont know why but everytime when it rain and theres lightninng and thunder, it just make me feel so timid and my heart would just race like hell. =( Fear. Well today is the first day of the fasting month. It went great. Alhamdullilah. =) And time flies isnt it? For all I know, its Raya festive already. Haha.. YEY!

And recently, boyfriend and I has been spending beautiful moments together. Met up like almost everyday. Another reason of what kept me busy actually. Hahaha. Had fun and we did took loadsa photos together. Crazy moments. But Im just simply indolent to upload it. Its just way too many. So got a lil lazy for that. Hahaha. So I'll just keep it to myself. Forget uploading. LAZY. Heee.. Maybe next time I guess. =)! Miss baby boy sooo much. No doubt about it. I prayed for our everlasting love always. Insyallah. =))! Love you boyfriend. Looking forward living my life with ya! *Smooochess!*

**A text conversation that we just had..

Me: ...Baby... Im so scared of the thunder and lightnings.. ={!

BF: ...Close your eyes and ears lah b.. And on the music loud loud.

Me: Dont want. Later the thunder and lightning struck my ear through the wire.

Him: LOL nonsense!!!

Me: REALLY..!!!!!!!

 

-_-"! Like whatever right? I can be soooo lame at times. No, most of the time. But its true. Im scared of it. And Im paranoid. And my imagination runs wild! =S! HELP. I guess boyfriend is right. And I should head to sleep now. Errr..

Till then toodles. Ann hearts you.

 

 

28th July 2009, 10.29pm (( ANN ))

Wow.. Like how long have I not been here, making myself busy blogging an entry? 19 days to be exact. There are times when I felt like blogging but then I often felt lethargic. And apart from that, alot of good things have been happening ( besides work, as usual of course. ) and keeping me busy throughout. So its a lesser time to spare for blogging.

Well then, where do I start. Hmmn. Well recently, or should I say prolly weeks ago, went to the Zoo with boyfriend, his friends and their girlfriends. Its a pretty good outing. Making new friends with the girls and they are really a great bunch of people to hang out with. I had loadsa fun enjoying precious time with darling boyfriend and friends. Camwhore here and there. In a nutshell, GREAT day. I love it. =)!

And also somewhere weeks ago, I went out with my lovely two bestfriends back in old days. Bestfriends of 8yrs. My two lovely darls, Reena & Feeza. Organised a girl's night out and I decided to bring them to Shangrila Hotel to dine in, in one of the modern restaurant called The Line. Treated them a wonderful buffet spread dinner and indulged ourselves in all the delicious finger licking good food. Yummay!.. And we had fun! Camwhoring most of the time. Catch up with loadsa things, gossiping aand bitch about things just like the old days. Aww. Nothing in fact has change. We felt just like how we were back in high school. =)! Hearts them loadsa. LOADSA fun, promised. Hee... thank you ladies. You girls are one of the best in my life!..

-Sorry, I kinda feels a lil lazy to upload any photos here, however, its all uploaded in my very facebook account. =)! Hee, do check it out if you wish to!- =))!

Most of my outing nowadays is spending time with beloved boyfriend. I dont know why but I just cant live a day not meeting him. And I cant find any reason not meeting him whenever opportunity comes. Its just that it has programmed in me and my mind that I HAVE to meet him or I will suffer the consequences or the side effect all by myself, that is missing him TERRIBLY. Not exaggerating, not bragging, but its the fact. He is my antidote and as day goes by, this love grows. UNSTOPPABLE growth. And you know that baby darling, I love you loads.

Well the other day, there were sales going on at Esprite. And there was this dress that cost almost a 100 bucks. Due to sale, they are selling it at $59.90. Its simply gorgeous. Simple yet beautiful. But well even $59.90 do cost me an arm and a leg. It's off my budget for now. I'll end up starving the next few days. Nyahaha. But well, baby boy bought it for me in the end despite me insisting he should not. Persuading that I dont need it at all. But he kept saying he likes it on me and it looks beautiful. And even wanna buy another top that looks good. -.-"! And I definitely wont allow him to buy 2 kinda clothes for me. That's too much. In the end, I made my decision to choose only one and I chose the dress. Heee.. Thank you baby.

And there was times we perambulate around town area. And also surveying the new shopping mall, ION. Window shopping and buy a lil something for ourselves too, of course. Had fun with the jokes of the day. Laughter, giggles and making a fool outta ourselves. Nyahaha. You're the best sweetheart! And this boyfriend of mine, 1stly got me addicted to Naruto Anime. And now, HARRY POTTER! See, now Im addicted to it. And the weird part was I used to detest HARRY POTTER so much, promising myself it would be the last movie to watch. And well, guess what.....

Boyfriend download the series 1-5. So I brought my laptop along and we went to the library at Esplanade, gets comfortable and watch the series. And mind ya, 1 series took about 2hrs 30mins. Nyahaha. Aftter finishing the series 1-5, I got so addicted that I wanna watch the series 6 on the cinema. It has been recently launched out. So we went to watch Harry Potter and the half blood prince (Series 6) at Cineleisure. =)! And I cant wait for the next movie!!! Wonder when it will be out. Im so perked up and curious to know whats the ending. Boyfriend told me that the book for series 7 is out. But not the movie. And he also claimed reading the books is better than watching the movies as books are written full details.

( Well, all this activity do take weeks of course. The watching of movies and ....etc. =p! So its an entry consist everything of whats happening in this month of July. *Winkz* )

So we decided to go and search for the books in the library on one of the days including today. So today we went to woodlands. Initial plans was to go Civic library. But strolling around Causeway point took a little bit of the time and it was 5pm. Then we decided to go to the popular Book store. And guess what we found there! Sales of Harry Potter book editions!! GOOD bargain I tell ya. And I really mean GOOD bargain. We decided to buy ALL of the 7 series of Harry Potter's edition, for JUST $100... Woohoo. And well one book actually cost up to 50 bucks over. 7 books for $100? GREAT isnt it? We both go crazy and we bought it! FINALLY. =)! Again, thank you baby boy!

We have so much in common isnt it baby? And we had fun reading it together. Nyahaha. And so here I am sharing bits of the experience. For those who dont fancy Harry Potter, well, try watching or reading it. Seriously, it is indeed a good story. Fantasy, yes I admit. But it's addictive. And now, what I am sure of, after blogging this entry, Imma go do my readings! Hee.. i guess boyfriend is doing his reading too right now. Heh. =p

Tyra, we sure will go Kbox or a game of pool again one day okay!.. Dont forget to drop in your entry. We shall go out one fine day and bitch about things. there's alot to catch up with each other isnt it? Judging from all your entries in your very own blog. Shall ask Dee along too definitely. That, if she's willing to join. Hardly even see her entry here nowadays... And indeed Im upset and still waiting for reasons from her for that. Right Dee? Im telling ya. ( Chey, fierce or what. ) =p! Okay2.. Im feeling enthusiastic to do my reading now.

Till then, Ann hearts you. Toodles~

in l0ving mem0ry of MJ. rest in peace.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

  everyb0dy is talking ab0ut MJ. he was to0 fam0us back then. after he died, only then did i listen t0 his s0ngs.. tyra.. tyra.. haiz...

09 July 2009, 12.29am (( ANN ))

Boredom. Boredom was the thing that brought me here on the comp to blog. Boyfriend is working and Im stuck here at home straight after work. Sigh. How I miss that guy soo much. My sunshine. So right now while blogging, Im watching the memorial of the late King of Pop, Michael Jackson. A legendary. It started about 10.30pm just now and it is still going on. Somehow I have learnt that MJ is one great and amazing person. May God blessed you. In loving memory, Michael Jackson.

"Smile" was MJ's favourite song. And I am very touched and love the feel of the lyrics..

Smile tho' your heart is aching,
Smile
Even though its breaking,
When there are clouds in the sky- You'll get by,
If you
Smile through your fear and sorrow,
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through- For you.
Light up your face with gladness,
Hide ev'ry trace of sadness,
Altho' a tear may be ever so near,
That's the time you must keep on trying,
Smile- What's the use of crying,
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you just smile.

------------ Its just so wonderful and touches the heart isnt it.. ------------

 

Well, few days ago, went to HardRock again with Boyfriend and his friends. I had hell loadsa FUN! =)! Thank you Sweetheart.. Feels so delighted each and everytime I am with him.

And yesterday was our 2yrs 2months Anniversary. We both suddenly felt somehow when it comes to this, time flies so slow. Hahaha. Thats because we felt it has been longer than that. The chemistry, understanding, love, trust and comfort we have for each other makes us feel as though we have been longer than this. We both wished we had meet each other way before this. As early as 6am this morning, we were texting mushy and loving text to each other. Hahaha. The misses, was unbearable. Cant wait to meet boyfriend up on Friday. YEYY! =)

Guess it time to drag big bro to listen to 'Misteri jam 12' on the radio. Teehee. Woo!

Love you, Razil zulkarnain.

Till then Ann hearts euu... Mwaahh!

2nd July 2009, 12.12am (( ANN ))

Farewell to the month of June and warm welcome for July!.. My oh my.. How time flies so damn fast, isnt it? Another 6 more days, it would be RzAnn's 26th Anniversary. Exactly 2yrs 2months.. Hee.. Aww. And I could still feel the fire of everlasting love burning so vigorously in us.. This love story has no ending. Eh wait, I noticed that today's entry associates with the number 2!.. 2nd july, 12.12am, 26th Anni, 2yrs 2 months! Oh wow. It feels like the Dracula in Sesame street. " The number of the day is TWO. " Nyahaha. Okay Im getting off track here. Hee..

Back. Remember my previous entry about me having my breakthrough training? Let me tell you a story. On Tuesday, I woke up early morning at 6.30am, get ready to go to Furama RiverFront Hotel for my training. So left the house at 8am with beloved mommy who's off to work too. Took the freaking crowded train, after soooo long Ive not been in that situation. Damn, I just hate crowd. -_-"! Mommy dropping off at Raffles and me, at Outram. Kissed mommy and I alighted at Outram and took the NEL to Chinatown.  Well honestly, I am NOT sure where Furama hotel is. Look through internet the day before, it stated that the nearest mrt would be Chinatown..

Out from Chinatown, I was freaking lost. There's like so many exit. And I was confused. Should I go this way or that way? And I was doing the ''mi nee mi nee mai nee more! '' Okay that way. Got up and I was like, ''WTF?'' (lost face) Where the hell am I.. And I could not even trace any sight of a cab. Went down again back to the station. Okay next exit.. (praying hard).. Got up and I  go.. " SHIT! -_-"!! '' Guess what. Im like just at the opposite and across from where I were initially. Basically in short, I was just crossing underground. Cursed. In my mind was like ''cab..cab..cab I need a cab!! ''

Saw one coming. Hailed down and the taxi stop like a few metres from me. I was already not in that good mood and I mumbled under my breath. ''Stoopid driver! Now I hafta walk..'' Got in the cab and the chinese taxi driver said, (singlish accent) '' Soli ah Ah moi.. Main Load I cannot stop. Now the government change the law oledi mahh. So I stop the aler side lor.. Soli horr.. "

By then I got irritated already. But still being nice and I went like, '' Hmnn. Furama rivefront, please uncle.'' And he said, '' ohhhh Fulama hotel haaa.. So near maahh.. Why dont want walk Ah moi? '' ....... And he kept talking and talking. I got so pissed and just be in the whatever mode. I felt like saying. ''Shut upp andd drive me there asap! '' ... But how rude is that isnt it.. And I dont have the heart to say that to the elderly. That is me. Soft hearted to children and elderly. Very well uncle.. talk as much as you want. I'll stay silent with the ''ya, hmnn, okay.. ''

Nyahaha. Upon reaching the destination, damn, sadly to say their service at the hotel isnt that good. For a 4-5 star hotel, that kinda standard, hmnn.. FAIL. So i went to ask one of the staff there if there is business centre as I wanna do some faxing. To my surprise, they DONT! What??! A hotel that doesnt have a business centre and claiming to be business friendly. Sheesh. Contradicting. So then I text my trainer to ask where do I report to once in furama. And she called me in few seconds.

----(The conversation)---

Trainer: Dont tell me you are already in Furama Hotel...

Me: Oh yes I am! Hahaha. ( Smile. Was proud as I was early. Very early indeed.)

Trainer: NOOoo.. The training is NOT today.. Its on the 20th,21st nd 22nd July...

Me: What??! But my manager told me its on 30th June, 1st and 2nd July.

Trainer: Nooo.. Ive sent out email to your manager regarding the changes of dates.

Me: .......(-_-"!!)...... Ohh hmnn. Okay then thanks.. I'll call my manager up to 'hantam' her.

 

Hell. Wrong info given to me!!.. What an unlucky day! And my manager is on leave going overseas! So how to ''bashed'' her up? So I went out from Furama, and guess what. Im lost AGAIN. Okay I think I end the story here. I have to walk round and round looking out for just one freaking bus stop that hopefully can bring me home. Called boyfriend up and complain complain complain. Nyahaha. Poor baby. He's at work. But still, he is there for me to listen to my hard day complains and he just make my day. Aww. =)! Felt better.

And as 'today', (Wednesday),  to cut the story short, I met boyfriend up and we had a good time together! Hee.. Oh yeah! IVE WATCHED THE TRANSFORMER!!! Yeeyyy! Thank you sweetheart! Oh yeah the movie was AWESOME! The answer to why the tickets are selling fast. Baby booked online for me and we had a good couple seat in the corner and watching the movie together for 2hrs 30mins!.. Heee.. I love it..

I love and treasure all the moments with boyfriend. He always make my day. Our day would end so wonderfully each and everytime we met. And now even when slight arguments sparked, we'll just end up laughing and making a joke outta it. Its because of the understanding we had.  I truly adore him soo much. Thank you baby. You are indeed the antidote to everything. As I said and have always said and will keep saying it, I really love you so much and feels so lucky to have you as my life partner. With our love still going strong, I feel so blessed having you and leading a blissful life with you. Thanks to Allah for the blessings.. My one and only darling boyfriend.

*Sweetheart, when you kiss my lips, I could feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips.*

Baby, when you cry, I cannot promise you that I could cheer you up and make you laugh. But I can be there to cry along with you.

Baby, if you are help up with so many problems, I cannot promise you that I could find the solution for you. But I can be there to be a listening ear to your every problems.

Baby, if you are going away, I cannot promise you that I will hold you back. But I know I would be there to walk hand in hand and side by side with you...

I truly hearts you Razil Zulkarnain. From the bottom of my heart.

Till then, Ann Uzumaki hearts euu.. Toodles~

 

 

 

29th June 2009, 11.54pm (( ANN ))

Wow. 1 more day to go and goodbye to the month of June. Time really flies. But it seems a lil draggy when it comes to work. Time seems to tick away so slowly. Draggg. Draggggg. Dragggg.  Well, I just had a very nice steaming bath, feeling fresh but getting sleepy. So whie waiting for my hair to dry before heading to bed, here I am blogging away. =)! Plus, boyfriend is having his night lecture. Therefore I am waiting for him to get done  with his night lecture and am really waiting patiently fo his text messages or call.. I am still waiting here, baby boy.... Hope to hear from you soon.

Well this week would be a very hectic week for me. I would be at Furama RiverFront hotel tomorrow, Wednesday and Thursday from 10am-11pm. 13 freaking hours to endure for this breakthrough training. Hell hell. I am so gonna drag my feet there. -_-"! Fri, Sat, Sun back working at Shangrila! So what, equals to NO off days fo me?? Hell hell again. Im gonna be shagged for sure. No doubt abt it.

Oh damn. Plus I could only meet baby boy on Friday!.. =(! 4 days not meeting is like 4yrs!.. Counting down counting down.... Missing him already. Sigh!

I was so upset on last Saturday.. Baby boy fetched me from work, and I wanted so badly to watch the Transformer movie. Boyfriend wanted to booked online but it was FULL. Tickets were HOT like hell. It was selling fast! Damn. And I was complaining like a lil kid. Nyahaha!

----- (The conversation )-----

Me: B......... I wanna watch Transformer! I dont care..! Please lahh pleaseee....*Sad face*

Baby: I checked online already but full. Next time must booked in advance. You cannot tell me last minute. We watch next time k sayang?

Me: Alaaah.. I dont care. I wanna watch. You must find the solution for me. If not I irritate you k? (This is what happen when someone gets pampered too much. =S!)

Baby: *Sigh* Its FULL! How to watch.. Next time lah.. We go elsewhere.

Me: I wanna watch Transformer.. Pleaseee lahh.. ( Repeat and repeat.. )

Baby: Okay you go lah. *Irritated*

Me: ( Giving stupid and retarded smile) .. Heh! Seats in the toilet available or not?

Baby: Got.

We then giggle and decided to go to the Esplanade to spend moments together. And boyfriend promised me that we would watch the movie on Friday. Yeyy! Well I cant deny I can be very annoying at times. No, ALL the time. Hahaha. Right boyfriend? Well, blame yoursel for pampering me soo much. =) Yes i am very childish. Hahaha. But I love doing that to you. My behaviour is ridiculous isnt it? Heee.. What to do. I just ove all the cray moments with him. I love to annoy and irritates him. Because at the end of the day, we end up laughing so much and having great moments together.

Looking forward so much for the Friday outing. Boyfrriend I miss you soo soo much,can? =(!

Im getting sleepy now. Bedtime!

Till then, Ann Uzumaki hearts euu. *Winkx!*