s0rry if i abad0ned this bl0g f0r sucha a l0ng peri0d.. its n0t that i didnt wanna bl0g.. as m0stly, when i bl0g, everything will be in my very own bl0gger.. sheesh.. :D s0rry ann..

wh0a.. ann was already to0 addicted int0 watching th0se animes. hell yeah.. i d0nt even n0e the characters of th0se. only my y0ungest sister was the expert int0 kn0wing th0se as i saw her 24hrs on the c0mputer just t0 watch th0se animes m0vies..

ok ann.. i g0t s0me st0ry t0 share it t0 y0u.. here it g0ed..

this place to0k place at henders0n waves whereby me and ella having our dating in h0rt park. by the time we reached the t0p, i saw s0meone by a familiar face which i seems t0 have seen him s0mewhere else.. i g0t a hard feeling that ive seen him bef0re but where? i kept on thinking very hard.. but t0 n0 avail..

till yesterday, after lepak-ing with my german's friend at jur0ng p0int, at the bus interchange, while waiting f0r the bus.. i saw him again! i was like WTH. WHY DO I ALWAYS BUMP YOU.. BUT IT SEEMS THAT I CANT REMEMBER YOUR FACE. i kept on thinking hard sia..

guess wh0???



finally, he started a c0nversati0n t0 me..

Him : kau lenny nye sedara kan?
me : huh?! kau sape sey?
Him : aku larr.. kawan razil.. ridzman..
me : yang mane satu ah?
Him : ala.. yg that time dgn iqbal.. razil..
me : oh! kau rupenye! that time kau ekh yang pat henders0n waves?
Him : ah2 la.. aku la.. kau tinggal sini ekh?
me : ah2.. (and i gave him a smile..)

indeed i was in a big sh0ck.. imagine, ive been thinking s0 hard trying t0 figure out wh0 he is.. and finally, we bumped int0 each other like again.. this time r0und, i finally kn0w wh0 he is... HAHAHAHAHHAAHA! co0l.

yippee! ive watched the transf0rmers! damn. its a 2 h0urs plus m0vie. my butt was r0tting.. haaha

26th June 2009, 12.37am (( ANN ))

Very well. Past few days has been going on wonderful for me (Exceptional for work,of course! Nyahah!). Boyfriend and I spent lots of happy time together. As usual. Things has always been so blissed and blessed between us both. Im glad and thankful for given the opportunity to feel this blissful life.

There was this time when Darling Boyfriend and I were sitting at Esplanade (watching naruto Episodes). Nyahaha! I like it alot when hes there watching Naruto with me. Imagine watching my favourite show under the security of his arms. I love his hugs. And additional to that, we were both enjoying eating DONUTS! Woohoo. And we had a very lovely conversation. Well, we both know how much we are so looking forward for the future together. And that big day to come.. Baby, even I am so excited and have no doubts about it. All I need and looking forward is, to be with you always, at all time.. =)!

Thursday, meet up baby boy under my house deck at 3pm. Just to fetch me before heading  for lunch. How sweet. Hee.. Went to have some delicious chicken rice and off to cellphone shop to sell his HTC Diamond. At about 4+, called elder brother to join us for some badminton game. So bro, baby and I got some workout and exercising from the badminton game. We have a whole looadsa fun! Hee.. Looking forward for the next game, right baby?.. Sweating so much. Guess how much of fats burnt. Hmnn.. But it feels great. Afterall its a good sport. =)!

Evening, we decided to end the game. We were exhausted by then. Boyfriend dropped by my house to have some rest and wash up. Brother then play 'Taitee' with boyfriend and I. Then baby decided to order some pizza, so called up Oishi pizza for delivery. Mommy came home from work and the four of us enjoy the pizza and had a very good time. =)! Laughing and watching tv together. One happy family that is. And the pizza, DAMN DELICIOUS! Thank you my dear for the pizza.

9.30pm, daddy got home and we went out for dinner since daddy had not had his dinner. So we decided to dine out at Habib Restaurant. Also then sent Baby back home by dad's car.... A short yet a wonderful day. GREAT time!

Razil Zulkarnain a.k.a Azinchoji-san, Ann Uzumaki hearts euu.. *Smoochess!*

Till then... TOODLES~ =)!

22nd June 2009, 8.33pm (( ANN ))

I wrote a very long entry and then close the window by accident. FUCK. Just like I said. TODAY IS NOT MY DAY. Everything goes wrong. Well im not gonna re-write it back. Hell no. Waste of time.

Basically in summary, I had a hell day at work. I handle too much complains from guests. And Colleagues are just relying too much on me. Wanting to spoon-feed. I am just angry. I am just pissed.

Im not feeling okay. I am agitated. I hate it all. I had too many things to do at work. I am given too many responsibility that by right, as a Management trainee, I SHOULD NOT. Im holding and handling a leader's responsibility. And I dont know whats the position and salary given to them are for when basically i am doing all their work and holding their responsibility. STOP relying too much on me team mates!.. I should be the one following instructions NOT the other way round. If so, I should be paid the same isnt it?..

Sigh sigh sigh!..

Though prolly I have the potential to handle things, well they should not be too dependent on me.. Im so mentally tired. SO MENTALLY SHAGGED. I need to de-stress. PERIOD. Maybe i'll just take it positively and just think that, well I'll learn from all this. It benefits me. I'll gain and go further one day.

Im missing baby boy so much. Cant wait to meet him up tomorrow. Baby, love you so much no matter what. You know it.. =) Always....

I guess I should watch naruto now.. right?

Till then.. Ann Uzumaki loves you.. Toodles~

18th June 2009, 10.36pm (( ANN ))

Nyahaha!.. I think its time to change the text colour now. Cant just stick to blue. I find that it looks dull by now. Also, Im glad that Tyra dropped in her entry too. Well Ann hearts you too Tyra. Apart from that, I am still waiting to hear from Dee soon. It just feels dead and drifted apart isnt it,Dee? I am sure you would feel what I feel.

Well, glad its my off day today. But was a lil upsetting because didnt get to meet Baby boy today, as firtsly, he just got home from work. Poor baby I know he was really shagged so I let him got his sleep and rest first. Thats my priority. Plus secondly, I had my cramps today. Damn, it hurts badly so told boyfriend that I would be staying home. Glad he understands my situation. He always do. To him, my health is one of his priorities. =) Miss him terribly. =(!

Yesterday I slept like almost 5am in the morning. Initially was because I wasnt sleepy and couldnt sleep. So I watched Naruto all the way. Hahaha. Darling was shocked that I am now at Episode 102 when before that I was just at Episode 26. Hahaha. But guess there was some error going about in the episodes, so I got new naruto Websites and Imma watch it ALL OVER AGAIN! And well, I dont mind! Hee.. So Im gonna freshen up back starting from Episode 47. And hope to stop at Episode 120 tonight. ( If I could make it though.) Because Im working tomorrow!.. Nyahaha. So taking a short break now before continuing on Episode 60.

Well, while watching Naruto, boyfriend and I chatted online. We were confessing the misses we have for each other. I cannot deny that because indeed I am feeling sooo much misses for him. We are together for soo long now. Years together has never even leave me a SINGLE regret at all. We feel blessed together. And I admit I feel soo delighted having him as my special one and all the obstacles and ordeal I had faced from situations last time to be with him was NOTHING but just PLAIN SHIT when compared to all those miracle and blessed feeling to be loved by him all along till now.

We both know how strong our love stand for each other. As you know baby, I really love you so much and you mean the world to me. I wouldnt wanna lose you. You treat me so WELL AND RIGHT all this while we were together. Never once you hurt me so badly sayang. Yes, we do argued. I would be lying if I said we dont, right Darl? Which couple dont. But compared to the happy moments and fun times we had together, well what does a short and stupid arguments means? =) In fact, that makes me understand you better. So do u. As we have always said and discuss about, well baby, I really am looking forward to our big day. And I will never stop waiting for the day to come. Thank you baby for loving me so much...

Razil Zulkarnain, you are the prince of my heart. And I am that lucky princess whom you have chosen to be the sunshine of your life. And I promise you this baby, I will never stop praying for our everlasting love. Just you and me. Together with our families.

Each time I think of you, my heart smile sweetheart. I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.. You are my love madness, my antidote, my everything... Just my Heart and Soul. Our love story, its wonderful..  I love you and will always love you.. *Smooches*

Till then, Ann hearts you. =)!

yes my dear ann.. im here !!! im still on earth and n0t in la-la land. d0nt slaughter me.. im still y0ung. i wanna get married first. HA-HA. g0sh. im only left with 2 weeks m0re t0 study and revise. s0, i might n0t bl0g as frequent. its h0liday.. and i guess i only g0t this week f0r me t0 enj0y with family and friends. the rest of the weeks, i might be busy w0rking and revising th0se stupid n0tes t0 be put in my head. PLUS ! pr0jects. n0w i n0e that higher nitec is much m0re stressful than nitec. i swear. it was very much. i w0nder when can this end.. i h0pe everything will g0es on well.. with th0se gr0ups of mine. h0pefully, we can make it. lets get what we want aytes? *praying very hard t0 get great grade f0r our pr0jects.


my dear friend is g0ing t0 be in the Civil Defence categ0ry so0n.. this c0ming JULY.. i guess i g0nna g0t b0red oredi la.. he was busy serving his NS.. i w0nder if he will be able t0 make a ph0ne calls t0 me.. haha. whatever it is, go0d luck!! f0rget me NOT. :)

and yesh my dear ann.. please d0 take care of ursef.. d0nt always w0rk to0 hard.. ur health is imp0rtant ! :D

i shall end my p0st here.. last but n0t least, tyra l0ves deeann.

16th June 2009, 11.37pm (( ANN ))

FINALLY. I am officially back here, feeling a lil fine to blog an entry, although it seems like it has been and might be my entry straight in the row! Its time to come back on earth, my two sweet ladies. Wouldnt just wanna share my part you know. Purpose of the blog is..? Tyra and Dee! I'll slaughter you both! Land on earth soon, wake up from the La la~ Land.

Very well. My reason for being missing like almost a week is because Ive been hit by this high fever that totally has defeated me badly. It was HELL. Gosh. Really, HELL! For the freaking 5 days, my temperature was between 38.4-38.8, damn! I was totally helpless. My body feeling hot, my head is burning and boiling, giving me a terrible headache, my muscles aching. I admit, I totally feel like crying. (NO, IT WASNT H1N1). No energy for work. Gosh, I was on MC for quite sometime. Could not even meet boyfriend..

Sheesh. Nightmare. Could not sleep at night. Kept waking up. Cant even be online. Cant this cant that!.. Know what I did? Wake up,complain,call boyfriend,sleep. Medicine medicine, sleep wake up complain again.. yada yada yada. Thats all. I coudnt even eat because the moment I did, I VOMITTED it back. Monday, came to work, still not feeling well. Half way through, went home as per manager...... Thats my upsetting days throughtout this 1 week!!..

Thank God, Im recovering now. Though not fully, but I feel so much better now. (Thanks to momma,daddy.. You both really took care of me sooo well. Love you both!) Whats more, I get to meet my love sick antidote today. Darling Boyfriend. How I miss that guy sooo much! We spend a wonderful moments together, killing all those misses we both endure for each other.. Even so, he never fail to take care of me so well. Through out the day, he kept checking if I was feeling okay. =)! Oh, baby bought iPhone today. *jealous* Nyahaha!

Very well then. Baby, thank you so much for taking care of me always and your never ending love and concern towards me though. Love you. Love love you soooooo MUCH! And I am all perked up for work tomorrow!! YEY!

Till then, Ann hearts euu. *Gonna watch Naruto!*

9th June 2009, 1.48am (( ANN ))

Crap. I am still unable to get some sleep yet. Not even forty winks! Darn!.. And I dont even know the reason why I end up blogging. Nothing else to do plus sick and tired of taking facebook quizzes. Nyahahaha!

Okay. Well, Grandma and Aunt had a safe journey by now in the flight. Hopefully they will reach thir destination safe and sound. Insyallah. =)! I felt the pain that my lil sis,Lyna felt towards the departing. I told her I truly know and understand what she felt. I was once facing those situation too when Grandma and mommy went to Mecca. Its really disheartening. And you can NEVER ever FAKE those kinda feeling. Its a feeling that would naturally sincerely came out from one's emotion. Those who have face the situation,they will know and understand. Those who never, they will just talk like as though they knows it all. Lil sis, like Ive told you just now, if you need anything, you know how to get me. I'll be there, insyallah.

From Changi Airport, my family and I went to have our Dinner together, went to VCD shop to rent out some good movies to watch. We have this habit of siting together in living room and spend time together like watching TV, movie or simply just joking around. I feel so blessed to have a complete and HAPPY family. So so blessed. Mom,Dad,Big bro... I heart all of you soo much. I love the bonding we have and the joy we shared. Through ups and down, we face it together.

Also, the fact is I am feeling VERY VERY excited RIGHT NOW. I am soooooo looking forward for the next few hours before I could be meeting Darling Boyfriend! Yeyy! My love.

Cant wait! Cant wait! =)

Boyfriend, even I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...Even I feel blessed having you,sayang. Even I dont wanna lose you.

You and me, we are meant to be. Insyallah. =)

Till then Ann hearts euu.... ALWAYS.

6th June 2009, 11.37pm (( ANN ))

I can feel a very relaxing and cooling sensation after having a very nice foaming bath in my bathtub. It goes like "Ooohh ahhh..". Nyahahaha! Extremely wonderful.

Woah Tyra picture in her last entry is like so huge or what! It takes up the width of the blog. Hahaha! Dee,*sigh*. Dont know what else to say already. Heh! GIVE UP.

Alright. I have to endure one more day of hell tomorrow at work before I have my so wonderfully off day on Monday. Told the management no matter what, I need an off that day because it is very important for me. Will be seeing Grandma and Aunt off  to the aiport as they would be flying off to the holy Mecca. Speaking of that, I am very touched, very very touched when I got home one day from work and mommy was telling me that Grandma misses me so much. She told mommy she didnt see me for so long and keep thinking about me. And she even went up to my house and I wasnt at home, but at work. And second night, she went up to my house again after her night class at the mosque and I was so delighted. Aww grandma. Gave her a kiss and hugs! I feel so touched by that, at the same time feeling guilty and upset with myself for having so busy at work that i couldnt even find time to visit her. Shame on me!..

=(! Im sorry Grandma and aunt for not having to visit you at your home. As much as I want to. But I have been so tight up with hectic schedule of work and by the time Im heading home, it would be at night. And it is very unappropriate for me to bother those goodnight sleep of yours late at night. Im really terribly sorry. I promise I will be there on Monday. =)! Grandma, even I myself miss the time where you used to sleep in my room, sleeping next to me. And, even I MISS YOU SO MUCH,Grandma...  And Ann hearts you. SINCERELY.

Boyfriend bought me 1 Converse tee, 1 Fila tee and 1 Nike bag. Its beautiful. I love them all. Thank you baby boy!.. Sum up everything, well it cost more than hundred. -_-'! Money flowing out fast like a river huh. Though I told boyfriend that he should stop pampering me so much, he still continue doing it. Pampering me with so much love is more than enough sayang. Dont pamper me with so many gifts. You spend way too much for me. TOO much. You didnt even spare thoughts for yourself. Please baby. I know you love buying me gifts and seeing me so happy.  You told me that ample times. I appreciate it Darling. I am very contented with all that. Thank you baby but you spend too much on me than yourself. You bought me TMX Elmo last time that used to cost an arm and a leg, $99.90, when it first came out. Then you bought me the first laptop. Then bought me another better laptop. 2nd time. And there were more and more. I simply cant say it all because it way too many. Sum up everthing, you have actually spend over thousands on me. Dya realise that baby??.. And when I bring it up, You said because I have bought you a Braun buffel wallet. Gosh baby, it only cost $159. And you, spend THOUSANDS on me! So what does $159 compared to thousands??.. And now at times you always mention about wanting to buy me necklace. Soo Kee Jewellery. Celestrial. etc. And all designs you point out cost hundreds over.. Gosh baby. I dont want that. I dont need it. I'll feel guilty if you spend on me again. Please dont? Please hunnie?

Your love, well dont mention it. I feel so blessed. You have been pampering and showering so much love for me. Never ending. And that is more than enough for me. What else can I ask for? Nothing. But still, thank you soo much Darling. I love you hell loadsa.

"Meimeimeisemeimek ai seh lei lei lei." ... Dont even tryna figure out how it sounds like. Hahaha. As usual, boyfriend and I came out with some nonsense weird song that came out in our mind from just one word that caught our eyes. We both know. Well, Others dont know. =p!

Till then. Ann hearts euu.

...Ann lovve boyfriend sooooooo MUCH!...