22nd Aug 2009, 11.51pm (( Ann ))

Geez. Its been like almost ONE bloody month I last blogged an entry. And its been MORE than ONE bloody month Tyra and Dee last dropped an entry too. Hahaha. Ladies, we promised not to leave it DEAD, remember? Gosh I feel so drifted apart from you guys, ya know? Wonder how's life there. And in all, I just miss the great and fun moments we used to have. Where does all the nonsense and bitching about gone to?.. I wonder. Hope you guys feel this. =(!

Okay well, the reason why Ive been away for almost a month was because I was very tight up with things around me and sometimes simply lethargic to blog in an entry. Afterall, seeing my only entry in here do make me sick too. Hahaha. And speaking of sick, I wasnt in a pink of health the past weeks too. Therefore, I spent most of the time getting as many rest as I could and apart from that, swallowing the bitter yucky medicine. EUGH.

Very well, lets touch on the usual draggy topic. WORK. Work sucks like always. Sucks even more that is. I did had a very bad day at work recently. Especially this month of August. Work wise, no. Working with the PEOPLE, yes, Im sorry but again yes honestly. I dont know. I have no words to describe it. But to me, I dont feel those teamwork and a bond of family there. Well, not anymore. Things started to change. People being selfish than usual. Backstabbing. Mouth pollution. Bootlicking, like OBVIOUS scenario. Calculative. Gosh, sadly I can say loadsa point. And people dont practice what they preach. Misused of authorities.

It looks kinda bad, isnt it? Well yes it is in fact. Thats the real thing that has been going around lately at WORK. I feel disappointed. Working there like almost two years now, I could feel things are not the way it was and supposed to be. Now, everyone minding their own fucking business and no laughter and jokes could be heard anymore. Well not much different of a ghost town. Yes, I DO admit I have this just ONE biggest downfall thats probably left a bad impression on me. But then again, when it comes to work, I put my heart and soul into it. My workplace is my playground. I put my very best to it. And Im not bragging, but I know I could be rely on or depend to when it comes to work. I know my work, I will do my work. Dont just because of my only ONE downfall, people stop acknowledging my existence there. Its not fair to me if I were treated that way when hey, did you even realise Im doing YOUR jobscope and you were being paid for the work that I done for you. I dont need " thank you " but just appreciate those.

AND for that someone who has just join the team there, PLEASE mind what you say and dont assume things nor complain on something that is NOT true. If you dont fucking know how I work and what kinda work I am fucking doing, DONT just say to other people and assume that I am not doing any work when I am bloody handling a fucking tons of work there. And since you are new, shut that bloody fucking mouth of yours and stop complaining! You have no idea what I do there and how I work, well then its best you dont lay a fucking comment about me. Dont be sucha spoilt brat and complain about every single thing and bad mouthing people. Thats disgusting, mind you!.. If you thing Im not doing a shit on anything, well, please be in my shoe and MULTI-TASKING. And thats the reason WHY Im always "missing"  because im running here and there and rushing to get the work done. Would you wanna VOLUNTEER?.. Easier said than done. Sheesh. People talk more than doing it now. Talk talk talk! Bloody talking non-stop. HEADACHE. And please, you have yet to know me in person and my character. Yes, you dont know me JUST YET. Because once you do, it leaves your mouth shut. You wont like it if you see that temper.

Alright enough about work. So stress thinking about it. Oh woah. It raining cats and dog right now. With lightnings and thunder. I dont fancy this. I dont know why but everytime when it rain and theres lightninng and thunder, it just make me feel so timid and my heart would just race like hell. =( Fear. Well today is the first day of the fasting month. It went great. Alhamdullilah. =) And time flies isnt it? For all I know, its Raya festive already. Haha.. YEY!

And recently, boyfriend and I has been spending beautiful moments together. Met up like almost everyday. Another reason of what kept me busy actually. Hahaha. Had fun and we did took loadsa photos together. Crazy moments. But Im just simply indolent to upload it. Its just way too many. So got a lil lazy for that. Hahaha. So I'll just keep it to myself. Forget uploading. LAZY. Heee.. Maybe next time I guess. =)! Miss baby boy sooo much. No doubt about it. I prayed for our everlasting love always. Insyallah. =))! Love you boyfriend. Looking forward living my life with ya! *Smooochess!*

**A text conversation that we just had..

Me: ...Baby... Im so scared of the thunder and lightnings.. ={!

BF: ...Close your eyes and ears lah b.. And on the music loud loud.

Me: Dont want. Later the thunder and lightning struck my ear through the wire.

Him: LOL nonsense!!!

Me: REALLY..!!!!!!!

-_-"! Like whatever right? I can be soooo lame at times. No, most of the time. But its true. Im scared of it. And Im paranoid. And my imagination runs wild! =S! HELP. I guess boyfriend is right. And I should head to sleep now. Errr..

Till then toodles. Ann hearts you.